The raining and thundering outside is a reflection of how my heart is currently. I haven’t listened to any music since the last day I ever saw Scruffy and Luna’s face. He’s happily moved on and I’m just a blimp in his past so I figured enough time has passed but boy was I wrong. Every single word from this song is like it’s coming from my heart.

I didn’t want to hurt myself
I didn’t want to hurt anyone else
I just wanted the love of a man
And that’s where my trouble began

I didn’t want to be in pain
I didn’t want to throw it away
I didn’t want to feel so insane
I didn’t want things to end up this way

I just wanted him to hold my hand
I just wanted to be in his plans
I just wanted him to understand
I just wanted the love of a man
I just wanted the love of a man

I didn’t think it all through
I just wanted to feel close to you
I was so numb to the core
I just wanted to open the door

I didn’t mean to give so much away
I didn’t want to feel this shame
I didn’t want to be in this place
I didn’t want things to end up this way

I just wanted him to hold my hand
I just wanted to be in his plans
I just wanted him to understand
I just wanted the love of a man

I just wanted to feel something
I didn’t want it to burn or sting
I thought I could drink from this cup
But the poison is tearing me up
It’s tearing me up

I just wanted him to hold my hand
I just wanted to be in his plans
I just wanted him to understand
I just wanted the love of a man

I didn’t want to hate myself
I didn’t want to hate anyone else
I didn’t want to throw so much away
I just wanted the love of a man
I just wanted the love of a man

She’ll never ask
Just tell her that
She’s the only one
You’re the lucky one
She’s the everything you could ever want, yeah
She’ll never ask
Be good to her
And treat her right
Be the love, don’t be the fight
Give her all
She’ll ever need
Gotta hold her tight
Gotta let her breath

I’ve been listening to Cimorelli forever ago. I loved that they were a family who just enjoyed singing together and when she started to record her own songs I felt them all. This is a new song she just came out with this week and I am already in love because I can understand it so well in my own way.

I already walked away and said goodbye,
And you’re already back to make me cry
It hurts so bad how much I can’t trust you
You say I mean more to you than I could know,
But you’re always gonna let me go

Does anyone else remember Landon Pigg? I forgot how many times I use to replay his music over and over again. He always had really cute songs. Brings back so many memories.

No one understands me quite like you do
Through all of the shadowy corners of me

Currently obsessed with this catchy duet.

Other times, maybe you could try
To open up and let me inside
Your boy brain is a mystery
That keeps fooling me