Mellie Dee ♥

Whoop. The last few days has been competition for the FSAs around the world. We compete in dances and sports. I am super dark from being outside for so long.

My girls and I just dominated and got 1st place in Women’s Basketball for UTSA!! Happy victory. We never beat UH so it was nice to do so. I didn’t stay for the trophy ceremony. I wanted to eat dinner with the fam back home. We placed in the other sports I played as well as didn’t play but I don’t know what it is though. Just showered. Going to take a nap. And then off to San Antonio!

I realized I never updated about my roadtrip. It’ll come soon. Promise. Til then, Happy Sunday!

I’ve been on the road since Friday night! I haven’t really had any sleeping time let alone internet time!

I am too scared to open my Google Reader right now. But rest assured, I did not forget about y’all.

I am looking at Paleo right now. If you know what it is, shoot me some tips!! A group of us are thinking of starting on Wednesday, March 21st. Cannot wait!

Until then, good night!

I never admit certain things in my life. Admitting those things, saying it out loud, makes things real. And once it’s done you can’t take it back.

I admit, I’ve been surrounded by some amazing people these last few days. They’ve made me happier than I’ve ever been in a while. Someone who always private their lives (a lot of times, like me) shared things with me. I never admit that I love the people I’m surrounded by because I’ll never know how long they’ll actually stay in my life. “People always leave.” (Phrase from One Tree Hill.) So many people have come into my life and left. And all that’s left is those memories and questions of what happened that made us drift apart. I’m taking a giant leap of faith that some of these people will always be in my life. I can see those reunions and get together in the future already.

I was told I cry at everything. Which to an extent is true. I have the ability to cry at everything because I can feel everyone’s pain and suffering or sometimes happiness and love. But when it comes down to my own, I just pile on the bricks to a higher wall. No tears shed. I admit, it’s been two weeks with everything going on and I finally cried about everything that bothered me last night. Those things weren’t even directly connected to me. I was more worried about those people that hurt me, getting hurt. Stupid, huh? Given it was only a 3-5 minute full on cry, in the end it did feel better. Only thing was I had to admit some things that I’ve never admitted to before in my entire life. That made things more real to me which made it hurt more.

Another relationship died today. I really thought they would last forever. From what I’ve learned every time: there will always be the burning question of “What If?”, is this something I will regret, and in the end, love is never enough.

You’ve heard me talk multiple times about FTK (For The Kids) with childhood cancer and how we’re helping them by raising money! We’ve been given the opportunity to where anyone can use there multiple email accounts and sign up for a MyEdu account.

It does not spam you or anything. All you have to do is click on the picture below which takes you to the page, sign up and confirm the email that comes to you and that’s it!

FTK will then gain $1!

If you’re a student, it’s very helpful in getting all your college stuff together.

Please, please, please help! It’s For The Kids! With cancer!

And if possible, please help spread the word.

Thanks!