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My Everyday

June 10, 2016 by Mellie Dee Leave a Comment

Music | Miles On My Heart by Kyle Reynolds

April 16, 2016 by Mellie Dee Leave a Comment

It’s been awhile but, howdy. There are no complaints with life lately. I’ve been less busy this year (no wedding duties so far, though I do miss it), just a baby shower here, a baby shower there. I’ve been busy living life and when I have downtime to actually blog, I spend it cuddling with Rizzo. No regrets.

There are parts of my life that I am not ready to share with the world but I do know I want to jot it down to have for remembrance. I’ll have to wait and see how I go about those since I do want to keep it private for now – password protected posts? We’ll see.

So with that, I leave you with a song I’m in love with at the moment.

I’ll be the light in the night, to guide you home
I’ll be the glass around your heart and make sure it’s full

I’ll be the one to be strong, when you just can’t
I’ll be the anchor for your soul, if you just give me a chance

Please don’t break me, shake me, or cut me down
I can’t change, recreate, put a safe on this
love that’s fallen to the ground

Cause if you run, you know you’ll never know
If you wait, you’ll never know what it takes

Music | Still With You by Dan Henig

April 4, 2016 by Mellie Dee Leave a Comment

Many would say this is a cute song but it sucks to be with someone who still loves and thinks of someone else all the time. I hope no one ever has to go through that.

M.D.

March 30, 2016 by Mellie Dee Leave a Comment

After eight years, I finally got my apology and I don’t quite know what to do with it. All I do know is that he wants to be back in my life but I don’t know if I can. He wanted to meet up when he was passing by my city last month and I agreed because I could hear from his words he was hoping something was still there. And I wanted to meet in a very public place so that I can finally get that closure. And I could hear, from his voice the disappointment, like the disappointment I heard years ago when something didn’t go his way. Because we did not meet up. Because the universe worked against us in meeting up.

And that in itself was enough for me to realize, hearing his voice sans face was closure enough.

But I take all that I’ve learned from him, and though I’m trembling, afraid the past will repeat. If we meet again, I will be okay and maybe one day he’ll be just a distant friend that you say “hi” to once in a blue moon. But that will be enough for me to see if he’s changed who he use to be.