Oh Texans. You disappointed me. But it was a good game with a rookie quarterback and no Mario Williams. Didn’t give up. I still love you though. We’ll get them next year when Matt Schaub is back.

My Uncle called me and we watched part of the game for a little bit but I had to hang up on him. We realized I had a 7 second lag. So every time something happened, he was already yelling, screaming, or cursing. Yeah … he gave it all away.

Last night I was told I was one of the guys since I like to play and watch sports. In which I replied with, “I don’t think that’s a good thing.” Guys want a girl. Not a guy. So maybe that’s where I go wrong. Hmm ..

And I was also hinted that I’m not a good singer. Which makes me sad. I hope he was kidding. Everyone else tells me my singing voice is not bad. So either everyone’s been lying to me and he’s the first to tell me the truth or vice versa.

No more depressing posts … at least no more for a while.

I had a chill night watching movies and hanging out with different people.

Having phone calls and skype calls with friends I haven’t talked to and to the one I mentioned on the last post.

Then playing the guitar and singing my heart out.

Yep. Just what I needed.

School starts in a few days and I am no where ready.

I was given three books to read to where I read … none. Great.

But onto better news. I worked out today. It feels good.

And I watched The Dark Knight. It was a very good movie but it was sad. Sucks for everyone that died. I cry too dang much.

Tonight will be another relaxing night. Just how I like it!

Hope you all have a great weekend!

This break I found out something I didn’t have to know – didn’t want to know. Knowing sucks. Sometimes it’s not so great when someone trusts you enough. Especially when it involves cutting.

The only thing I can do is do everything in my might to make you stop which means texting you all the time to make sure you have someone to talk to and trusting you when you tell me you aren’t cutting.

My life flipped upside down yesterday because of you. But all I can do is put on a happy face and pretend everything is okay.

Going out last night with the boys and tonight for Sarah’s birthday should have taken my mind off of you and your problems but I worry. I worry that you might fall back into the same routine.

Today I wished I could take a day off from being everyone’s psychiatrist sometimes. Especially when I’m going through my own things. Things that I put on padlock because sometimes I feel my problems aren’t as important as everything in the world.

Who can I talk to when knowing is too much? Who can I tell my problems too?

I cannot fix everyone’s problems no matter how much I wish I could. I hope that it can be different with you but you’re making it harder and harder with each passing minute …

Aw poop.

My sissy texted me today saying that she was reading a blog and saw something of mine and looked it up.

Now she knows my blog!

AHHHH! I have to censor everything I say now.

The last few days I’ve lost my appetite. I would only eat once a day. I’m falling back into that pattern which is horrible because I don’t want to go through that again. I’m pushing myself to eat but it just makes me feel all bleugh. Hopefully it’ll pass.

Tomorrow’s Friday! You all must be super excited!

Rocky got to sleep in my room the last few nights. He would climb onto my extra bed that’s in my room then into his own bed. He so cute!

We dropped Rocky at the vet’s for his check up on Monday and on the way back it was flooding like crazy. The water pretty much came up to more than half my tires. Eep.

I’m such a safe driver that I can take pictures during a time like this …

A package came to my front steps! Rocky started sniffing it. Stinkin’ cute!

Michelle, Stephanie, and I met up last night and we got drinks. I got the Half and Half (Harp Lager and Guinness).

It was also bingo night. We got there for the last round = blackout. I was very excited. I’ve always wanted to play grown up bingo! I lost though … obviously.

I’ve been back to San Antonio as of 11:30am. I went to work on some FTK stuff until 7:30pm then hung out with Andrew C., Eric S., and a guy I just met, Paul. We had drinks and dinner at Flying Saucer then went and played pool. Teams of two … 3 out of 5. We = Andrew and I, lost. Of course. Anyone who’s ever on my team will lose …