I woke up so early to head back to San Antonio. I’m glad that I did because it only took me two and a half hours instead of the usual three or so.
Since I only had about three hours of sleep I took a nap when I got home. I enjoyed some tea and football. It was nice to just relax without anything on my mind. Sissy and BIL came by for dinner and to pick up the pups.
When they left I had a little jam session and even recorded a part of it. Although it’s not on my new year’s resolutions I had a secret one which was to record and post to the public of myself playing guitar and singing. I wanted to step out of my comfort zone so I went all in and posted it to Instagram this evening.
And now I regret it because I feel so naked even though I know people don’t care or probably skipped through it. I have gotten some good feedback and zero negatives but being who I am I cannot help but wonder and it is killing me. I so badly want to take it off but I made a promise to myself and I have to stick with it.
Since my goal was to post one for the year ended I have held on to my part. At least now I don’t have it looming over my head and I never have to do it again. Staying positive.
Work tomorrow! I will be getting my picture taken and setting my profile up. Cannot wait to have my own machine! Eeek!
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