Last night I went out with Andrew C. and Billy and it was amazing. Only because I got to see so many other people that we didn’t even know was going to be at Wild West. It was one of the best nights I’ve had.

But I also made a bet that I wouldn’t talk to Andrew C. from Friday (today) till Sunday. So far, so good. Only because he really did hurt my feelings from something he said. Joke or not. Drunk or not.

Note to self: Do not drink the day before Vocals class.

Today in Leadership Challenge class we went around in a circle and said what that person has been blessed with a gift. Things like that person has: heart, courage, emotions, that they: care, love, give, never take, etc. It was one of the best lessons. I learned a lot about how people see me and how others see one another.

I’ve always been a vulnerable person but to show it, that’s a weakness and so I try my best not to cry or show I care. But no matter how much of the tough girl act I show, they can see right through me and they find me crumbling in the palm of their hands during that class.

I. Cry. Like. A. Baby.

A group of us went out to eat afterward and it was just so wonderful to be in their presence. To know that together we are stronger.

Heartaches and mistakes,
How many hits can a good girl take?
I’m tired of hurting, slowly learning.
Irate you’re too late.
Look at the mess that you’ve created.
♥ He Is We

The weather outside is frightful. At least, it sounds frightful. I’ve been hating on the rain because I hate having to walk in it and end up soaking wet and cold while I’m sitting in class. And now that I have to lug my guitar every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, it would be nice of Mother Nature not to torture me.

When I made my schedule for my classes this semester, I thought I would have a lot of down time to do things I’ve always wanted to do but never got to … like my social life. It’s non-existent still, thanks to FTK. But I’m hoping I can change that soon. FSA is about to start up again and practices and stuff will begin. I’m excited. Just hope I can do it all.

I just read through 500+ blog posts on Google Reader. I’m sure you understand if you did not receive a comment or something. I enjoyed all the posts though and hate that it takes me forever to get to them.

I’ve made my breakfast, lunch, and dinner for tomorrow. Is it terrible that I wished it was already tomorrow at those times so that I could chow down? No? Good.

You should all listen to the “He Is We” station on Spotify. I am in love with it!

Hope hump day goes well for you all. I will be in school for a long, long time. Eeep!

Yesterday was my brother’s last day being in town. We went and ate lunch at Longhorn Steakhouse – recap on the food on a later post! Then we went home and just chilled a bit before he had to leave.

I then met up with some FTKers and we went to another FTKer’s house to film a video! We will show you the video when it’s done. It’ll be epic. … I hate that word but it works.

And finally! It’s Chinese New Year! Year of the Dragon! It’s going to be a long day for me but I hope it will be a good day.

I hope you have a blessed Monday!

I admit I’ve been slacking with the Google Reader.

It’s just so amazing having the brother in the same place!

We woke up, ate at Taqueria Data Point, then went home and they all took a nap while I did homework. (I’m a good girl …)

Then we made plans to celebrate Chinese New Years early since the brother was leaving Sunday. So we went to eat a Kim Wah Chinese BBQ then went to Wal-Mart to buy goodies before watching The Underworld.

The movie was amazing. Go see it!! NOW!! The ending kind of pissed me off though.

We then went home and got ready to go to Area 31. Then we went to Wish.

Pretty long day but it was great. I love it.

And the night’s not over.

Can’t wait to see what tomorrow has in store for us!

I had my first Friday filled with school yesterday. It was horrific in some ways but great in others.

Guitar class. Vocal class. Leadership Challenge class. Meetings filled with FTK work. In the end, I was at school from 8am – 6:30pm.

Ridiculous. But somewhere deep inside, I loved it because I know that I’ll never get a chance to do what I love (FTK) again once I graduate.

I hauled ass out of there to shower. Then waited until my brother got into town!! And headed out to meet Andrew, Paul, Jakob and their friends at Flying Saucer. Had some laughs with some beers then headed to the Cantina for more. Billy showed up and we scouted boys and talked about life and boys … it was fun. The other boys played pool and drank.

In the end, it was only Andrew, Billy, and I and we talked about various things then went and got taco’s at the taco truck right outside. Freak of nature delicious. No pictures though. I devoured them before there was a chance! Sadly, I heard they were moving to another location because the landowners are assholes. Boo.

I hope you all have a good weekend! I get to spend it with the brother!